
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
UPPPP AnD downnnnn..
todae had ups and downs..it went up when i saw the results.. i got into JJC!! yeah mann..did not need appeals.. woohOOO..was happy when..nvm..
i saw my name..as my eyes slowly moved up the list.. i saw Corlissa Shen Hui Ling..i just wanted to cry.i donno y.i should be happy as everyone told me..that i cld be with her..that i wld be able to see you everydae dear..but i thought..that if i were her..i wld be disappointed..i dun wan her to be sadd..i experienced it b4.. my o level results.. i just wanted to hug you..to let u know i was there..to give you some encouragement..sorrie but had duty..so u had to come to me.. sorrie babe..
then it went SKYY HIGH AGAIN!! my mood i mean!! we did MASS DANCE!!i realize im always dancing with females..oppsie.. im sorie that someone..im reallie sorrie..its not you..its coz b4 u came i oredi had a partner..did not know how to tell you that..so i just STUPIDLY ran away..i regret it..im disappointed with myself.. sorrie yeah.. sorrie..hope u did not mind..hope we are still friends?? MASS DANCE!!! ahh!! we danced UPTOWN GIRL!![and i cannot reallie rmb how to do it..oppsie]
at mass dance.. i saw catherine. wished her good luck..told her i promise i'll never forget her..at that point of time..it still has not sank in that she was leaving..i onli knew that i was happy for her..but when it sank in..i was erm..sad?? cant bear to see her leave..gosh.. and i was like a cry baby.. is that the onli thing i can do.. shiiiit.
guess what..ought jj uniform..hahas the kbox turned into a FEMALE changing room!! i like the shop aunty..donno y others dun like her..hmm.. and gosh..irritating man.. am so.. UNSLIM..hahas.. yeah yeah..
yeah it was clearer.. the obsessions..it still comes back..but it is not that strong anymore.. wahhh!!! THANKEW! i think ill never reallie go away?? but at least it is controllable!! happier!! see ya tmr ppl!! the second intake ones..mann spent alot of time calling for the edusave..and my mouth went super dry trying to give them details over the fone.. OG 10!!~F2~
*mtv babe* [8:18 PM]
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him.